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Time Will Tell
Contributed by
Adriean
on
Friday, 28th July 2006 @ 11:54:49 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Time Will Tell
Long days and longer nights, harder in the dark than it is in the light
Tired of the hurt, exhausted with pain /Always the one who takes all the blame
I didnt do this, or I should have said that/ I should have spoken my mind, gone up to bat
I wanted to, I tried/ To tell the truth, and stop the lies
The words stuck in my throat, would not break free / So it all stayed inside, this terrible agony
Eating away at who I was/ Making it hard for me to trust
Who to believe and what to do/ They hated each other and neither knew
That by fighting and hating, they were ripping me apart/ Torn in two directions and not knowing where to start
I wish they would have seen/ Exactly what their war was doing to me
They hated each other and neither could understand/ how I could love them both, as lovers and friends
Torn between past and present/ It had the power to kill me and I nearly let it
I always thought, if I could get them to see... how great they both were, that's all they'd need/ But neither could believe cause what they saw was me
I was the prize and niether would let go/ Desperate times call for desperate measures, and they both sunk low
Taking jabs and pulling tricks/ bad talking each other and laying bricks
Putting up a wall too high for me to climb/ And as I fell, I thought I would die
I lost them both, and myself too/ Trying to please everyone, but now I didnt know who
Who was this girl, that I'd become/ Stopped saying what she felt, who wasnt anyone
I loved them both, but didnt take the time/ To find out the reason, to figure out the rhyme
Instead of taking a step back/ I tried to move forward and got off my track
Had my heart handed to me, not knowing what it was/ Cause what I had given came back in pieces, it was mush
I took it in my hands, and layed it down/ I thought for awhile, in my tears, I would drown
I struggled to my feet, and nearly collapsed/ I was proud of myself cause little time lapsed
I made a decision, to find myself again/ before I tried to be with another man
And things are getting better and I am working hard/ To get back to being me, and holding up my gaurd
And now I know that when I am ready/ My soulmate will come, our love steady
And, until that time/ Im gonna be happy with my life being mine.
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Adriean
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Re: Time Will Tell
(User Rating: 1 ) by Vampirequeen on
Saturday, 29th July 2006 @ 11:31:21 AM AEST (User
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I feel for your pain and jope your doing ok.
well done on this write. |
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