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Nothing
Contributed by
Arwen
on
Monday, 10th February 2003 @ 08:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Mixed feelings run rampant through my head.
Should I forgive and re-establish contact?
Forgive...
Myself for being so unbelievably stupid.
Are the instincts and unwanted link
Truly gone?!!!
Is this newly-found peace on a stable foundation...?! Is it even real ?
Can friendship bloom from all this....?
Highly unlikely...
How do I know for sure that I'm not lying to myself!?! Seems like I don't have the ability
To mask my reactions. or my thoughts.
Never could....
Words just run straight
From my head uncensored.
I have no need to twist the truth.
I'm a liar...
Of the worst kind.
Not someone who lies to other people.
One who lies to herself.
I tell myself I have a life
Even if it's not the one I've envisioned.
Truth is...
I have nothing....AM nothing!
Absolutely nothing at all.
This clarity is like a swift and brutal kick...
Well-aimed and painful.
And yet,
I feel nothing.
I'm nobody.
Some insubstantial mass of molecules...
Tolerated.
Existing...
A whole new definition for the
Phrase 'lost cause'...
No-one sees me.
All this self-analysis is making me go soft in the head :)
Aimless Hinderance.
Go AWAY!!!
Copyright ©
Arwen
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2003-02-10 20:00:00]
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Re: Nothing
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by Ronald on
Monday, 10th February 2003 @ 08:07:44 PM AEST
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| I understand what you're feeling. Sometimes I feel that too. Good poem! |
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Re: Nothing
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by riverofwords on
Friday, 14th February 2003 @ 06:38:55 AM AEST
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wow is my reaction ...a real piece of soul searching and self examination whic shows courage and strength and that you are not afraid to face yuorself
excellent
peace be yuor journey
terry |
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Re: Nothing
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by ladyfawn on
Friday, 14th February 2003 @ 11:38:49 AM AEST
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| ahhh conversations with ones self hehe i do that too, love how you ended this, huggs always nessa |
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