I don't know
Contributed by
dark_angel_babay
on
Sunday, 9th February 2003 @ 03:30:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I don't know what to do with myself,
The pain grows deep,
And the cuts become less shallow,
I see the blood running,
But I am too numb to notice,
The pain that I should be feeling,
I am destroyed against the broken wind,
I am gone, and always forgotten,
I disappear like a faded dream,
Laying on my bed,
The memories haunting me,
And killing me slowly,
I can see your faces,
I can see your lips,
The way they locked,
The pain that they caused,
I can see you holding her,
I can see you caressing her hair,
The visions blur my eyes,
Like hot ashes to your skin,
I can hear the words that you said,
I can remember what we did,
I can remember how I loved you,
But I can never forgive you for the misery you put me through,
I will let go of what happened,
And I won't hold it against you,
But to see it happen again,
Before my eyes,
I can't see it,
I can't feel it,
I can't watch it,
I don't need to be dead,
Those three months,
Killed me more than anything,
And messed me up to the point of suicide,
If I go through it again,
It will cause my death,
And I need to fight for life,
I am here and no one can take that from me....
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2003-02-09 03:30:00]
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