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Over and over again
Contributed by
-why_not_let_me_live-
on
Thursday, 29th June 2006 @ 02:48:04 AM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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Oh my god Ive done it again and after I stopped for so long,
Why am I so unhappy why is my life going so wrong,
Its all my fault Im not stupid, I know Im the one to blame,
If I was a different person my life wouldnt be the same,
Im screwing up my life, I just want to be left alone,
I cant even get away, in my room at home,
I dont need a councellor as much as my mother says,
I dont need a stranger pretending that she cares,
Im going over the old scars, Make them the new,
Tearing at my skin till blood rushes through,
I dont want to do this, but cant seem to stop,
Im screaming out for help but at the same time Im not,
Are you to blind to see your driving me away,
I have nowhere to go, so I am forced to stay,
But it is so much more then that, Its not just you,
No one ever seems to understand, what im going through,
Everyone else around me, all of my friends,
They seem so happy and perfect, no need to pretend,
I wish I could be them for just one day,
But its never gonna happen, so whats he point of wishes anyway,
Im going over the old scars, Make them the new,
Tearing at my skin till blood rushes through,
I dont want to do this, but cant seem to stop,
Im screaming out for help but at the same time Im NOT,
Tears on my pillow, blood on the sheets,
Screaming in my ears, Im finally complete,
Tears on my pillow, blood on the sheets,
Screaming in my ears, Im finally complete,
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Re: Over and over again
(User Rating: 1 ) by lillyjane on
Thursday, 29th June 2006 @ 03:44:32 AM AEST (User
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I can understand how you feel, I had depression, never hurt my self physically, but mentaly we blame ourselves for everything when depressesd, I also know the feeling of wanting to get away and no where to go, (((hugs))) xxxx |
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Re: Over and over again
(User Rating: 1 ) by Forgotten_soul on
Thursday, 29th June 2006 @ 09:29:19 AM AEST (User
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thats like the sad poem I never wrote. Wow, That is EXACTLY how I feal. Is that realy how you feal? If it is, I'm going to be honest. Cutting doesn't help that much. Pai killers do. Drugs can twist your thoughts. Talk with me. |
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Re: Over and over again
(User Rating: 1 ) by Drapes on
Wednesday, 6th September 2006 @ 02:24:31 PM AEST (User
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I can really feel your emotion. I can relate. I know what it's like to do it again after a long time and be disappointed in myself. Good write though! |
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