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CONFUSED
Contributed by
simmi
on
Saturday, 20th May 2006 @ 11:55:08 AM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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CONFUSED
im so confused and have been for a while now ppl say i shouldnt feel like dis cuz i have it good ive got good grades a home im playin ball which i wat i wanted i guess
then why is it that every night when i go to bed i pray that i dont wake up the next mornin?
why is it that if i have it so good i cry myself to slepp and every time i see sumthin sharp i wanna take it and cut again?
im not understaning how it is that i can feel like this dont tell me its just sum kinda phase cuz i felt this way last year and sum of my friends like amanda lopez know how i was and kno tha ti neva wanna b like dat again but im headin down that road and i really dont know wat to do those that kno me kno that i wont talk to a counsler they kno that ill b uncomfordable and jus sit there and laugh!
i need help mabye i have a mental disorder or somthin where i need medical help cuz nuthin else seems to help
u can point out how good i have a million times and ill still pray that i wont wake up
most ppl think that imms spoiled brot and that i have everything so easy when u dont even kno half of it
why is it that when i have sooooooo many friends that i kno care i still feel so alone.
why do i feel like every day i want to die when there is really no reason for me to feel like this.
why do i fell like this i just wnat to b happy, no matter how hard i try i always end up feeling like this?
i just wanna b happy or i want my life to b over i kno ppl say theres a reason god gave me life theres a reason im here wat if ive already accomplished that reason?
idk wat to do ne more
all i kno is that i think i need sum kinda help?
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simmi
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2006-05-20 11:55:08] (Date/Time posted on
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