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chemically imbalanced
Contributed by
anthony
on
Friday, 19th May 2006 @ 02:15:43 AM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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Conscious to my self what I became along the way of my once controlled life.- Paths through out my brain steadily remembering and keeping sane, in the beginning.
Helping sanity through was My original train of thought which has derailed, in the rain life brought, lost from the tracks
Entering a state of my own Brain where it seems I can’t go back, know deep within are
All the mental notes of life, but open
Mindedness was unlike It Always was before now it seems to be causing strife with chemicals Arranging my thoughts automatically distracting me-closing doors.
In disguise as habit, control Learning to get to the panel and grab it, pinpointing the core
Of my problems and stab it, for causing havocs. Even if many I cant solve yet. A
Crucial point I didn’t forget Addiction: can be true if believed like anything believed by a number of minds, together it becomes a belief- the more believed in this belief is all
A creation of the mind Now made reality, the point is addiction is fake. Many troubled minds believed together, telepathically they thought of the thought up addiction and our body’s adapted with our mind doing the one thing left CREATE. Not to
Let this ruin you but to Cause you yourself be balanced mentally by hacking into the most sophisticated system amongst all today’s technology our mind.
Letting yourself open doors Enters you in the state of control, no bull but the doors closed by the chemical you will have to enter forceful but it all is connected using even the soul. I know and you know both having done it before.
You Nate will& can manage, Damaged- but repairable what obstacles seeming unbearable in our life like sobriety- knowing yet its blocked, not forgot up coming problems putting you on the spot, will always be flowing its life with only one person controlling us.
Chemically imbalanced, being clouded like a storm by the obsine, the high became our norm- Balanced mind. Sobriety became our imbalanced mind because of tolerance and adapting. A withdrawal is a natural high like quitting green for a ---- minute, then smoking, that first time high. Adapt to your minds situation and overcome don’t make it more then it is or has become. re-explore sobriety don’t run. Like we did with the white stuff its dumb. I know she bored you like the other chem. The thoughts moving quickly damn I slipped I wish some one should kick me. When it was us that should kick ourselves but we still chose to dwell in that chemical valley so many times we couldn’t Talley them. To fight the peers deciding for your choice its your voice and write or do something you like For a replacement or straight up lock yourself in a basement JK Peace dog ---hit me up----- late. Antwon.
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Re: chemically imbalanced
(User Rating: 1 ) by Vampirequeen on
Friday, 19th May 2006 @ 02:21:33 AM AEST (User
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very intence and deep write.
I am sure you will try your best to help your friend .good luck |
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Re: chemically imbalanced
(User Rating: 1 ) by Lo2681 on
Friday, 19th May 2006 @ 02:21:45 AM AEST (User
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Those are some powerful words. I wish your friend the best. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger:)
~Lo |
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Re: chemically imbalanced
(User Rating: 1 ) by Eternal_Dreamer on
Friday, 19th May 2006 @ 06:45:12 PM AEST (User
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Anthony~
Sadly drugs numb our pain and suffering for awhile, but once they wear off we are back to facing reality again. Stick by ur friend, Anthony, he needs you. I wish him the strength to stop using drugs. He is doing himself more harm than good. One can only help as much as they can. The rest is up to ur friend. I wish u both all the very best.
An intense, deep and powerful write penned so well. Take care and may things turn out for the best for u two.
warm huggers,
~*suzie Q*~ |
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