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distorted visions of myself (sick)
Contributed by
gurlg0newr0ng
on
Wednesday, 17th May 2006 @ 12:10:04 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I make myself sick
No, literally I do
130 pounds of disgrace
pathetic through and through
"you screwed up again, you can't eat today!"
But it's too late I ate
gotta get it up some way
head over the bathtub
pouring out my shame
dumb,fat,and worthless
I consider my nicknames
I thought it was over
I thought I had stopped
when my boney frame
so many times almost dropped
when I could turn sideways
and near dissappear
I put an end to it then
but now I'm right back here
it's worse than before
pale skin, sunken eyes
blister on my hand
dropping size after size
guess I put on some weight
guess I got scared
scared of every crumb
of every pound I wear
people say I look healthy now
I think I'm obese
they say I look normal
I think I'm an overweight freak
my family and friends
assume now that I'm fine
they don't know that I'm here
now for my second time
this is a disease
it never truly went away
this time I have a feeling
I've not much longer to stay
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2006-05-17 00:10:04]
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Re: distorted visions of myself (sick)
(User Rating: 1 )
by darkangeleyes57 on
Friday, 22nd September 2006 @ 09:00:56 AM AEST
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This is a really tough struggle... I know for me I see myself fat and everyone says that I am skinny and I look fine but it is something that I have had to deal with for along time... People picking on me calling me names... Things that hit close don't often go away... I am sorry that you have to go through this but I don't pity you...
Take care
christina |
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Re: distorted visions of myself (sick)
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by trintrin on
Friday, 13th January 2012 @ 07:27:50 PM AEST
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| Interesting poem, Is this a truly personal matter, or looking through the eyes of another? |
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