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Hallucinatorture (White Noise)
Contributed by
Cancer
on
Wednesday, 5th February 2003 @ 11:00:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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i think i've finally snapped
it happened with no warning
one moment i was fine
the next, i heard 137 mirrors
shatter in my head
(the fact that i know the precise number
of mirrors proves the plague)
now everything has changed
i can see everything
i see people for what they really are
what they're really worth
whether they were attractive or ugly before
makes no difference now
they are all hideous
malformed piles of decaying grey flab
multiple orifices spouting disgusting fumes
i cannont tell one "person" from another
when they try to converse with me
i cannot understand their "words"
for all i hear come from their mouth
are screeching sheets of white noise
it hurts my ears as well as my mind
this is surly madness
i've broken every mirror in my home
for the last time i dared look at myself
i saw not one face
but hundreds....thousands
taking shape, then eating themselves
leaving a blank slab of flesh
unmarred by any feature
a cruel joke
upon my endless string of masks
i thought i died last night
i was woken by a strange, soft noise
i found that i couldn't move
only gaze at the ceiling
just as panic was setting in
i recognized the noise
the laughter of a score of NoGlorians
small goblins that live
at the center of the earth
they had strapped me to the bed
and were extracting my soul
when i began to struggle
the grey pixies blew glitter in my face
and i lapsed into coma
inside my mind
i search for escape
eternal release
the peace i've never found in life
i can't go on like this
every sound i hear
echoes as laughter in my mind
laughter belched forth
from the decaying piles of people
that surround me like mobile tumors
they laugh at me
they laugh at my struggle
and they laugh, not because i suffer
and they don't
but because they are not real
mere 3D scars wrought by me
destroying myself in the sickest way
hallucinatorture
now i know all
and i laugh at the simplicity of exit
lying before me all the while
not right under my nose
but right behind it
the only way i'll ever escape
is to eat my own brain
devour myself
like the Cancer that i am
Copyright ©
Cancer
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2003-02-05 11:00:00] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Hallucinatorture (White Noise)
(User Rating: 1 ) by wyrd_faerie on
Wednesday, 5th February 2003 @ 04:36:08 PM AEST (User
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ooh...this is amazing...beautiful...wow...i don't know what to say...wow... |
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Re: Hallucinatorture (White Noise)
(User Rating: 1 ) by poetic_tragedy on
Wednesday, 5th February 2003 @ 08:00:16 PM AEST (User
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Wow, man, awesome poem, I really like it. Exellent job. |
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Re: Hallucinatorture (White Noise)
(User Rating: 1 ) by bobotheclown on
Monday, 10th February 2003 @ 08:32:31 PM AEST (User
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Roy I dont quite know what to say except I loved this poem and that u are NOT a cancer. You are an awesome person (whether you belive u are or not) and someone who has been blessed with the gift of writing great poetry. Keep it up...
Your friend,
Joel |
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Re: Hallucinatorture (White Noise)
(User Rating: 1 ) by Former_Member on
Sunday, 28th November 2004 @ 08:11:02 AM AEST (User
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"this is surly madness"
Damn right.
But oh-so-good madness.
Revelating. |
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