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poem 22
Contributed by
Lady_Ravyn_Bloodstone
on
Thursday, 13th April 2006 @ 11:46:47 AM in AEST
Topic:
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Fictional nightmares,
Irrational fears,
All becoming a reality to me.
The pain,
And the growing emptiness.
Always there.
Always trying to overwhelm me,
And most times,
Succeeding.
A distorted reality is what I live in.
Becoming temporarily numb chases away all of this,
But only for so long.
Only one thing comes to mind when I search for a solution,
But that scares me so much.
Suicide...
It solves nothing,
Yet always seems to be the solution I come up with every time.
Dreams of death,
And rape,
Haunt me.
So much I don't want to think or dwell on,
Yet my mind constantly continues to do so.
Lies,
Broken promises,
Shattered dreams,
All litter my reality,
Like a dumped garbage can.
"Please,
Someone help me."
I beg this with each day that passes,
But no one ever does.
So-called friends keep secrets from me,
Until they know that telling me these secrets will break me.
So,
They end up doing this.
Especially one in particular.
So-called friend forgot to tell me his secret,
Until he saw fit,
Breaking me & ending our so called friendship.
I feel like I am to blame,
Even though I am not.
Broken.
Smashed.
Tattered.
Torn.
Ravaged.
Hollow.
Empty.
Unrepairable.
All the words I can think of to describe how I feel.
Things I wish I didn't feel.
So many men have wronged me,
How can I trust them?
Trust is such a fragile thing,
So easily broken,
So hard to repair.
Words I said,
And things that I have done;
Have caused me regrets,
And made the trust others put in me break.
Trust can be unrepairable sometimes,
And yet other times,
Just takes work.
But I don't believe in trust anymore.
Not when it can so easily be broken.
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Re: poem 22
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by aegurly on
Thursday, 13th April 2006 @ 04:57:21 PM AEST
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great write long but great!!!
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Re: poem 22
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by bigduck6769 on
Friday, 14th April 2006 @ 12:00:12 AM AEST
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| such sadness.. |
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