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Dear Mother
Contributed by
solo
on
Monday, 10th April 2006 @ 05:00:20 PM in AEST
Topic:
Grief
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Dear Mother,
Forgive me for the pain that I will place upon your heart. I promise you I did not drink this night, I said no when they asked me. I remember the four hour speech you gave me before I left. Your words played though my head all night. I'm sorry for all that has happen. I am sorry that I did not get the chance to tell you I'm sorry for the crazy things I said. It's crazy how life can pass right before your eyes, just like that and it's all over. I didn't even know this was to be my last night and I didn't want it to end this way. Forgive me because I couldn't say good-bye. It was you I really wanted to see most of all. My dear mother, do not cry for me, soon angels will take me to heaven. I'll be at peace and free or maybe I'm not going to be so lucky, after what I done I may go to hell. Forgive me mother, because on this very night I lost something, I could no longer get back. It would hurt you so much to know what I have done. It hurt me just thinking about it. Laying here on the ground bleeding to my endless death. My chest is burning, Damn it feel as if I'm already in hell. My dear mother do not mourn for me. I don't even need that. You have given me so much.You gave me life. Mother, it happened all so fast. I didn't even see car coming at me. The guy must have been drunk, he was on the my side of the road with no lights on. " I froze." I couldn't move. It happen so fast... he hit me hard. I was on my back before I could take a breath. All I could hear was a women screaming and a man yelling. I can't feel my legs. My heart is beating like thousand drums and my eyes.....see....I couldn't see, it felt as if someone pulled them out,and then moments later I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't hear what happen to the women or the man, are they dead, am I... am I dead? Dear mother forgive, this is a battle I could not win and the war that couldn't stand one more winner that cheated death. I'm sorry I could not hold on much longer. I'm sorry this had to be. My heart giving out on me. This the end for me. That was the end of a new born writer, lover to someone, and friends to others. That was the end of Solo. That was the end of me. Dear mother I love you, please do not shed one single tear for me.
-Solo
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Re: Dear Mother
(User Rating: 1 ) by xAegisx on
Monday, 10th April 2006 @ 05:31:01 PM AEST (User
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wow. this one is a real tearjerker. so sad. an amazing write though. |
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