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***** up
Contributed by
instant_star16
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Monday, 3rd April 2006 @ 05:49:13 PM in AEST
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*Im such a *****-up, why do i even try? I lost the only one who ment something in my ***** up life. Sometimes I just wanna cut myself so deep, all the hurt ive felt will bring me to my kneese. He loves me, he loves me not, I want my blood to drip all in one spot. Alcohol used to work, use to make me feel some worth. Vicoden is amuned into my blood, just like his smile and all of his love. Wish the Valume would make me still, I keep jittering, the hurt i feel kills. Im almost gone but why should i care, the only thing I remeber is everything we shared. I treated him like ***** and like I never cared but deep down sympothy I could spare. Too late now, hes already seen my screwed up side, the part of me when i was with him I really tried to hide. I wish he didnt already know, that inside me a devil grows. He left because he knew the true me, I dont blame him...now he sees.*
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Re: ***** up
(User Rating: 1 ) by trini on
Monday, 3rd April 2006 @ 06:05:54 PM AEST (User
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Great write. i felt your pain.
Lifeis full of ups and downs... gald you made it through
keep up the good work
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