I Sin
Contributed by
Alison
on
Thursday, 30th March 2006 @ 02:16:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Filled with desire,
Set a fire within,
Longing for what I’ve never known,
Heat, power, control,
For me to give up,
More then just surrender,
More then fulfillment,
More then the breathe that is taken,
I must never let anyone know,
This horrible darkness so deep within,
Consuming my mind and body,
In a moment I might be lost in this sin,
Sinner, sinner, that’s all I am,
Having the wrong side of things,
It’s a wonder I’ve not fallen yet,
After what to me has been done through all life,
How can I still have this struggle?
Torn in two from top to bottom,
More then just a fight,
It’s a never ending war,
How could I ever dare,
To want the sin that destroys me?
The disease that’s held in my blood,
I hate and detest, that which boils my craze,
That which has hurt me the most,
Is that which I long for,
I pray this war may end someday,
The boiling calmed and the disease healed,
Finding my way far from this strong hold,
Freedom, freedom, find your way to me,
Don’t take to long,
For in this sweet sin I may be stuck forever,
Worse I might want to stay in the sin,
That is my way.
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Alison
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2006-03-30 02:16:00]
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