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Suicide overture(The Master of Suicide)
Contributed by
SuicideAlchemist
on
Thursday, 23rd March 2006 @ 12:05:43 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I am the master of suicide
Death is my game
I am the master of suicide
I just want to be free from pain
No one will care
No one will cry
It really does not matter
They all wanted me to die
So die I shall by twilight's hour
This I will do
I will not cower
For I have been alone
Just like the dead
I will feel right at home
Embraced by death
I am the master of suicide
Dancing around with my knife
I am the master of suicide
Praising the end of my life
And I will sing..
Tick tock
Tick tock
Chimes deaths clock
Shine bright my beautiful knife
For tonight I will be gone
Hear the choirs of the dead sing my name
Mother death holds me tight
Once and for all I have given up the fight
.....For a worthless life....
I am the master of suicide
Will I die from a slit to the wrist?
I am the master of suicide
Or maybe a blow to the head?
Oh what does it matter?
....As long as I am dead....
And I think back
Why did you all laugh?
Why did you all scowl?
Was I no good?
You treated me as something foul
All I wanted was to be your friend
That is all
But all you did is make me bleed
and watch me fall
For too long
I was abused by you people like a dog
What did I do?
Was it too much
Too much to ask?
To be friends with you
Don't worry
Soon I will be gone forever at last
I had no feelings to you
They did not matter
For all you love to do is make my world shatter
Beat me
Hate me
Break me down
I can still hear all your laughs
Laughing at me like I was some kind of clown
I was no good unless I was like you
How can you people live with yourself
After all you put me through?
The lies
The betraying
I had enough
All that you done to me
It's not fair
But I am nothing
So I shouldn't expect anyone to care
I am the master of suicide
Life is a ***** and then you die
I am the master of suicide
Writing my letter of goodbyes
Now I can not trust
Now I can not love
I can not forgive all the things
Everyone has done
There must be something wrong with me
If no one could even care
I must be a waste of human flesh
This I can not bear
My life is a sin
Soon the countdown of death will begin
I can't even stand myself
After hearing all the things you have said
I'm not pretty
I'm not popular
I'm nothing at all
I'm the most awful thing anyone has ever saw
I can't remeber the last time I was hugged
I can't even remember when I ever felt loved
No one can understand the hate for myself I feel
No one can understand how much I want to die
No one ever will
It's no lie
I'm the master of suicide
Giving up all my cares
I'm the master of suicide
Saying my final prayers
I don't want a funeral
Besides no one will remember that day
The anniversary of my death
So my parents can just throw me away
I know I won't be missed
So here I go
The first slit to my wrist
Do it fast
Do it slow
It really doesn't matter how you go
One,Two
This is the only thing I can do
Three,Four
A few cuts more
Five,Six
I'm tired of all your tricks
Seven ,Eight
I'm tired of all the hate
Nine,Ten
Pain I will never feel again
I'm the master of suicide
I'm sick of crying all these tears
I'm the master of Suicide
My blood on my face I smear
Before I die
I will carve these words into my chest
"Are you happy now?
We both got what we wished
Do you love me now?
Now that I am dead"
And now it's time
To take this final breath of mine...
Goodbye....
I am the master of suicide
Death is my game
I am the master of suicide
I just want to be free from pain
No one will care
No one will cry
It really does not matter
They all wanted me to die
So die I shall by twilight's hour
This I will do
I will not cower
For I have been alone
Just like the dead
I will feel right at home
Embraced by death
I am the master of suicide
Dancing around with my knife
I am the master of suicide
Praising the end of my life
And I will sing..
Tick tock
Tick tock
Chimes deaths clock
Shine bright my beautiful knife
For tonight I will be gone
Hear the choirs of the dead sing my name
Mother death holds me tight
Once and for all I have given up the fight
.....For a worthless life....
I am the master of suicide
Will I die from a slit to the wrist?
I am the master of suicide
Or maybe a blow to the head?
Oh what does it matter?
....As long as I am dead....
And I think back
Why did you all laugh?
Why did you all scowl?
Was I no good?
You treated me as something foul
All I wanted was to be your friend
That is all
But all you did is make me bleed
and watch me fall
For too long
I was abused by you people like a dog
What did I do?
Was it too much
Too much to ask?
To be friends with you
Don't worry
Soon I will be gone forever at last
I had no feelings to you
They did not matter
For all you love to do is make my world shatter
Beat me
Hate me
Break me down
I can still hear all your laughs
Laughing at me like I was some kind of clown
I was no good unless I was like you
How can you people live with yourself
After all you put me through?
The lies
The betraying
I had enough
All that you done to me
It's not fair
But I am nothing
So I shouldn't expect anyone to care
I am the master of suicide
Life is a ***** and then you die
I am the master of suicide
Writing my letter of goodbyes
Now I can not trust
Now I can not love
I can not forgive all the things
Everyone has done
There must be something wrong with me
If no one could even care
I must be a waste of human flesh
This I can not bear
My life is a sin
Soon the countdown of death will begin
I can't even stand myself
After hearing all the things you have said
I'm not pretty
I'm not popular
I'm nothing at all
I'm the most awful thing anyone has ever saw
I can't remember the last time I was hugged
I can't even remember when I ever felt loved
No one can understand the hate for myself I feel
No one can understand how much I want to die
No one ever will
It's no lie
I'm the master of suicide
Giving up all my cares
I'm the master of suicide
Saying my final prayers
I don't want a funeral
Besides no one will remember that day
The anniversary of my death
So my parents can just throw me away
I know I won't be missed
So here I go
The first slit to my wrist
Do it fast
Do it slow
It really doesin't matter how you go
One,Two
This is the only thing I can do
Three,Four
A few cuts more
Five,Six
I'm tired of all your tricks
Seven ,Eight
I'm tired of all the hate
Nine,Ten
Pain I will never feel again
I'm the master of suicide
I'm sick of crying all these tears
I'm the master of Suicide
My blood on my face I smear
Before I die
I will carve these words into my chest
"Are you happy now?
We both got what we wished
Do you love me now?
Now that I am dead"
And now it's time
To take this final breath of mine...
Goodbye....
Copyright ©
SuicideAlchemist
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2006-03-23 12:05:43]
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Re: Suicide overture(The Master of Suicide)
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by crazy on
Thursday, 23rd March 2006 @ 01:18:56 PM AEST
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thats exatally how i feel.i went to a mental hospital to take care of my depression and cutting.but hey no matter how many drugs they put me on, i will always be depressed.you expressed the feeling that go through your head right befor you cut your wrists or swollow the pills or step off the chair.i love this so much.i love suicide poetry like this.fantastic job.
but i dont know how to help.i write my poems day by day it helps some but not always.the ppl here YPDC love ya |
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Re: Suicide overture(The Master of Suicide)
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by jonquilcottage on
Thursday, 23rd March 2006 @ 06:23:04 PM AEST
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| I REALLY HOPE IT ISNT GOODBYE AS YOU WRITE SUCH GOOD POETRY. YOU NEED TO GO SIT IN A LOVELY GARDEN AND LISTEN TO THE BIRDS AND NATURE FOR A WHILE THAT IS WHAT I DO WHEN THINGS GET TOO MUCH. LAY OUT IN A GREEN FIELDS AND CLOUD WATCH IT TRUELY IS WONDERFUL THERAPY. LOVE JENNYX |
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Re: Suicide overture(The Master of Suicide)
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by MG_Akela22090 on
Wednesday, 29th March 2006 @ 08:03:27 PM AEST
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| WOW!!!!! I love this poem!!! I absolutly, positively love this!!! This is so amazing. Wonderful. I feel the same way a lot. It really speaks me. Keep writing! |
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Re: Suicide overture(The Master of Suicide)
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by richcol7522 on
Wednesday, 5th April 2006 @ 11:35:17 PM AEST
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| It was good but it was sad because I really would like to get to know you. Just as a friend of course. I dont have many friends in my life either. So please dont let this be goodbye... |
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