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What am i doing
Contributed by
Amazon
on
Sunday, 12th March 2006 @ 02:39:24 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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What am I doing
What the ***** going on
this isn’t like me
leading him on
but im not thinking
or the times I do I pull away
he’s so confused
looking at me “please stay”
why do I keep doing this
as soon as it ends I can see
that im playing with his emotions
someone’s going to get hurt and its not me
plus inside all this madness
I like someone else
why must I keep doing this
am I attempting to punish myself
cause it kills me to hurt him
I can see it all now
I must try and stop this
the only question is how
because in those moments
I think it might just be ok
but after its over
it wont stand the light of day
cause it was just another act
another lie to myself
this is driving me crazy
questioning my mental health
what am I doing
I know this is wrong
but time after time
I keep playing along
but as soon as were home
things will go back the same
he will look over at me
and wonder am I insane
maybe I am
that’s the only thing I can see
to continue this game
that hurts him and hurts me
I know I must stop this
I will find some way
but until then I warn you
JUST STAY AWAY
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Amazon
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2006-03-12 14:39:24] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: What am i doing
(User Rating: 1 ) by drtylilsecret on
Sunday, 12th March 2006 @ 07:30:26 PM AEST (User
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simple, but it all flowed perfect, i loved it, and good luck figuring it all out.
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Re: What am i doing
(User Rating: 1 ) by Jim-Torres on
Thursday, 8th June 2006 @ 12:26:44 PM AEST (User
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good wright. alot of confusion on why we do things that doesn't make any sense. |
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