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funnyfaces
Contributed by
PoeticShawdy
on
Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 10:19:10 AM in AEST
Topic:
FriendshipPoetry
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Immobilized individuality take over my funny faces
Tears stain my cheeks, nonetheless comical expressions and irritated facades leave no traces
Infamy written in my eyes, however a quick joke erases it
Pain etched in my voice, but for sarcasm my acquaintances mistake it
Visualizing peaceful satisfaction in this being of torture is only how I can escape it
Persistently placing myself in misery merely to gain acceptance
I camouflage my true identity just for a second to acquire artificial contentment
Grasping onto pleasure the solitary thing I feel is mentality resentment
With each fake smile and every replicated laugh my stress lifts
I wish these phony features and fallacious appearances I could abolish
Although then when thought of, which of my characteristics would be acknowledged?
Why instead of me these impertinent associates am I trying to impress?
Rather having unreliable friends than a broken heart, I mentally misinform
Into what inane allies desire me to be is what I transform
Why for the appreciation of inconsiderate companions am I becoming a woman scorned?
For the spirit within me that I have eradicated no one mourns
Now from my face these two disguises I have torn
Moreover, into misty forlorn nights this masquerade I do heave
For the remnants of an influential soul I do not grieve.
The reproduction of a woman true is what I wish to conceive
Only wanting to be real to myself, these duplicated emotions I cannot continue to perceive
But when bringing forth my unique distinctiveness,
Which one of my peer pressure contacts will believe?
No longer for them am I trying to make a good impression
When all I sought to bestow was respect
They supplied me with identity depression
Now being myself, all I sense is detachment and amity dejection
What did I do wrong?
No, why were they my comrades from the start should be the question
To all who conceal their qualities I hope from my anecdote you got the message
Attempting a friendship in misdirection I learned my lesson
Never again will I lower my intellectuality for another’s sake
I’ve arrived at the boundary where I’ve endeavored as much as my heart can take
No longer when I look in the mirror will staring back at me be disgrace
For into the trash I willingly place
The distressing sadistic remains of my double masked funny face
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PoeticShawdy
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2002-07-26 10:19:10]
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Re: funnyfaces
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by Kassidi on
Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 02:26:55 PM AEST
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Wonderful poem! So deep and heartfelt. Lovely!
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