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I Never Would Have...

Contributed by shrunkin_fool34142316 on Monday, 6th February 2006 @ 08:00:48 PM in AEST
Topic: Suicide



I used to believe
suicide was the only way
never dealing with problems
and always having a bad day

every night i used to cry
and pull out my knife
every night i thought
i was ready to end my life

i used to want out
and to forget every bit of my past
i didn't want to see a future
i just wanted this to end fast

i used to cut my wrist and play games
never caring what others thought
just as long as mom didn't know
just as long as i wasn't caught

i think back on what i could have lost
i could have never met the love of my life
i very easily could be gone
if just one time i would have slipped with that knife

i think about how stupid i must have been
to even let that thought over come me
to see my blood each night
i wonder why it took me so long to finally see

i could have never became anything
just a lost soul at a young age
i never would have had a job
never would have been engaged

i never would have found out
i wasn't straight
i never would have found
my one true soul mate

thank you my baby
for saving my life
for keeping me here
and for one day becoming my wife




Copyright © shrunkin_fool34142316 ... [ 2006-02-06 20:00:48]
(Date/Time posted on site)





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Re: I Never Would Have... (User Rating: 1 )
by shelby on Monday, 6th February 2006 @ 08:48:42 PM AEST
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a flowing write straight from the heart.
Nicely expressed.

Michelle


Re: I Never Would Have... (User Rating: 1 )
by moses on Monday, 6th February 2006 @ 09:22:42 PM AEST
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totally can relate to u man...keep it up. nicely written.

-m-o-s


Re: I Never Would Have... (User Rating: 1 )
by mrpeanut64 on Tuesday, 7th February 2006 @ 02:38:36 AM AEST
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excellent write, I think everyone goes through this a some point. I'm glad you made it through.




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