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Blind Rage
Contributed by
Arwen
on
Tuesday, 24th January 2006 @ 04:21:11 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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If I could stop being a burden,
I would. I'd vanish.
If I could stop for a second every day...
Just one second,
If I could stop worrying how unwelcomed,
And hated I feel all the time...
Like I'm taking up space that I have no right to,
That I'm breathing in someone else's air...
Wrongly.
That I'm messing up his life without meaning to,
that my existence was a mistake,
to everyone I know...
most especially...
HIM.
Afraid that he won't turn me away because he's too kind-hearted...
That he's leaving the final farewell up to me.
Afraid that one day his anger and hidden hatred will
build up and transform that gentle soul into
An insane monster.
Where do I go?
How can I make him happy?
What HAVEN'T I done?!
He gets absolutely everything he wants and still that dreadful
temper remains, trying continuously to bait me into argument.
I feel unwelcomed, unwanted, a hinderance, a thorn
In his back.
So where do I go????? A clean break or...
resignation?
Giving in...?
Living half a life...until my end dawns near.
I want nothing anymore,
No more expectations
Of...
Love,
Affection, and
Respect.
I don't even expect to be encouraged, supported or believed in anymore. That won't happen anytime soon.
Not now...not ever.
No-more
Nothing
Never...
Copyright ©
Arwen
... [
2006-01-24 04:21:11]
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Re: Blind Rage
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by emystar on
Tuesday, 24th January 2006 @ 04:28:18 AM AEST
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Very sad but well written. Happiness comes from within the individual.
Take it easy on yourself.
I know what that feels like but once i HAD ENUFF HE HAD TO GO. nO ONE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THAT.
HUGGS,
emy |
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Re: Blind Rage
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by crystalgirl on
Tuesday, 24th January 2006 @ 07:39:08 AM AEST
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Oh babe, I know what you are going through, been there in the past, and sweetheart, dont be unhappy and lost, be kind to yourself.
Love Sue xxx |
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Re: Blind Rage
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by Eternal_Dreamer on
Tuesday, 24th January 2006 @ 04:06:23 PM AEST
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You shouldn't have to go through what you are at this present moment. He's simply got to go. Nobody deserves to be treated in that sort of way. Be kind to yourself . A sad, but very well written poem.
*warm heartfelt hugs for u*
~*sue*~ |
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Re: Blind Rage
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by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 24th January 2006 @ 10:28:07 PM AEST
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| I know exactly how you feel, i'm in pain as of right now, I know how people can be, and sometimes I just cant stand it, it makes me sick to think about what people can do to people, in order to make them feel like *****. Well this is a good poem, and I hope you cheer up. Hugs. Good poem keep writing. *Rose* is here. |
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