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Laid Back On a Table for All to See
Contributed by
assassinatorgirl
on
Friday, 30th December 2005 @ 08:48:16 PM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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I'm not allowed to kill
I'm told it's wrong to rape.
Because inflicting damage on others,
Is no right that I can take.
What about myself? I ask,
trying to find someone I'm able to harm.
No, wrong, bad, disgusting, stupid,
What I hear. Saying that hurts them too.
So then aren't they hurting me but not letting me hurt?
If this is coherent, and you can understand
Tell me how to get this from out of you.
Must I have no bonds with anyone
To fulfill my bloody lusts?
Or do I let them control,
And be taken over by love of life?
Barely is this a poem,
Nearly it's over.
But I've one last thing to say,
Before I kill it all away.
The hurt you give me inside,
Is far worse than what I'd do to myself,
Sitting here throwing a rubberband
up and down against my wrist,
Too in love to hurt
Too afraid of being happy,
Stuck between an endless rift,
Hoping to get out somehow,
If only I cut would it help?
I don't get it,
I can't understand a thing,
All I get is urges inside,
That tell me when to sleep.
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assassinatorgirl
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2005-12-30 20:48:16] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Laid Back On a Table for All to See
(User Rating: 1 ) by jessejames on
Friday, 30th December 2005 @ 10:47:36 PM AEST (User
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good write and nice expression of your emotions
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