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Only Way Out
Contributed by
Mallard8
on
Wednesday, 21st December 2005 @ 09:09:20 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I could never ever be more sorry
Sorry is a word full of regret and sadness
Sorry is my life, only there is only one thing that I don’t regret YOU!
Everything in my life is meaningless without you!
You are my only, my world, my universe!
Why do I try to hurt you, wait I have drug you down into my sick world!
I do this to everyone I touch, pull them down into my hateful world
My miserable world of grief and pain!
Why do I do this? I must seal myself away!
Hide myself somehow… how can I achieve this hidden me?
Only one way, through the rough and treacherous way
The way known as death!
This is the only way to save some as I must
I must not destroy others as I already have myself!
I must die, kill myself in the most painful way so I can experience the pain I have put on others.
I feel only dread, and sadness as I pull the match from the box.
I am determined to make it ohh so painful
I will light the match and then pull the knife slowly into my body.
Tonight will be the night of your awakening, for all
As I light the match I feel the heat of the flame and look forward to the pain.
I drop the match and my room quickly ignites,
I reach over as I begin to feel the flames and grab the sharpened knife
I pull it into my body, as slow as I can so I may get the full effect
I fall, the flames over take me!
I see your face, I smile because you are the only happy thing in my life
I wish I could repay the debt that I have in your favor.
I cry out I LOVE YOU! But you don’t hear
You are home asleep on your bed, asleep and as beautiful as ever
Copyright ©
Mallard8
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2005-12-21 21:09:20] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Only Way Out
(User Rating: 1 ) by BEBE on
Wednesday, 21st December 2005 @ 10:12:02 PM AEST (User
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kinda scary... |
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