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i won't let them get me, Fernanda
Contributed by
ZforZachariah
on
Wednesday, 16th November 2005 @ 12:11:59 AM in AEST
Topic:
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i won't i won't let them get to me fernanda, i promise
i can't let them get to me, because you are the best thing that ever happened to me
i can feel them calling me, o those foul yet tempting sirens from within me!
o lord! you have put me into this painful predicament yet again!
how do you do it my lord? how do you do it?
you have humiliated me, you have made me furious and now you are about to break my heart
how could you treat a human being from the planet earth so cruelly?
i do not understand your intentions, my lord...i do not understand
my lord, i can feel your dark and brooding powers within me....o wretched me!
i can feel them swallowing me up inside, that all too familiar dark matter
are you not the all honorable lord? are you not the all loving being?
what have you done? why is this happening to me? why? o please tell me why
i feel no courage right now, i feel no happiness, lord, you can not be serious
if you truly are doing this to me, then i will renounce you, i will renounce you as an evil force that shall be destroyed
where's my courage? where is it?
i could still remember that day when i lost it. it was a painful day.
but you fernanda, everytime i see your face, everything else melts away
everytime i see your smile, i feel love, love and love
it is this feeling that i seek from you, it is this energy that i crave
o, my love, i melt before you, can you see me dissolve?
but as always, lets be honest, its always gonna get me in the end
yep, it does it to me all the time, i don't even know how, but it just does it to me again and again
i hate it, but i don't know what it is, its like a magical evil force inside of everyone.
but it just gets to me alot, this evil force inside of me that messes everything up
it makes me self destruct and i just watch myself die time after time
its what some people call the rat race, except i never win
its like day and night, sometimes you feel bright other times dark, and it never stops
and yet i don't have the courage to end my existence
the closest thing to hope is fernanda...
o god, if you take her away from me......o...i don't know what will happen
please i beg of you, don't do it, don't, just give me some time to be a little happy
FERNANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Re: i won't let them get me, Fernanda
(User Rating: 1 ) by Fernanda_F_Rocha on
Wednesday, 16th November 2005 @ 05:34:05 AM AEST (User
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Wow...I swear I'm not that Fernanda..Its just the same name ;)
Very powerful write ZforZachariah! I hope You find Your happiness and peace :)
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