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If You Wish It
Contributed by
Bohemian_with_a_pen
on
Saturday, 22nd October 2005 @ 04:03:18 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Today you told me:
"Look, we have to talk.
we've been worried about you for a while
and we think
we think
we think that you have an eating disorder."
my heart shattered in my chest as you explained
signs, symptons, therapy
i tried, i tried so hard to convince you
no. to be sick you have to be thin.
only 30 more pounds and im beautiful.
only 30 more pounds and i win.
i tried, i tried so hard to explain to you
about this battle that's inside me
that i can't stand to lack control
that i can't stand not being free
i was embarassed, you thought i was sick
when i am nothing but horribly fat
you were going to ge me professional help
well i couldn't leave it at that
so from now on, alot more exercise
and very little food for me
i WILL be skinny, i WILL get sick
if you want it, so it shall be.
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Re: If You Wish It
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by emystar on
Saturday, 22nd October 2005 @ 04:11:58 AM AEST
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Very, very sad but well written.
huggs,
emy |
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Re: If You Wish It
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by Forever_Now on
Saturday, 22nd October 2005 @ 09:16:49 AM AEST
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| Sometimes we become what they expect us to be. Let expectation be a game for the masses |
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Re: If You Wish It
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by KaylaNoelHohn on
Saturday, 22nd October 2005 @ 01:16:23 PM AEST
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Well said.
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Re: If You Wish It
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by Wachumiri on
Friday, 11th November 2005 @ 07:19:09 AM AEST
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There is a will, so a way must be found....
Do take care.
David |
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Re: If You Wish It
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by weepingprophet on
Wednesday, 16th November 2005 @ 04:46:17 AM AEST
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And you strike a chord in me again bohemian. we fight the same battle and i fear we are on such a team that is lonely. Everyone with their talk of sickness. Let it be known that thin is honest, this "disease" is who we have become. I have ridden this elevator up and down. Hospital visits-threats. Death is a friendly face-sometimes.
~when you say i'm beautiful-your hands are gripping my shoulders for a moment, your mouth over mine and you promise me i am a goddess as you forcefully contain your moans-that was yesterday, today however, I AM SICK. and you're the sane one?~weepingprophet
p.s. we should talk |
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Re: If You Wish It
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by weepingprophet on
Wednesday, 16th November 2005 @ 04:46:20 AM AEST
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And you strike a chord in me again bohemian. we fight the same battle and i fear we are on such a team that is lonely. Everyone with their talk of sickness. Let it be known that thin is honest, this "disease" is who we have become. I have ridden this elevator up and down. Hospital visits-threats. Death is a friendly face-sometimes.
~when you say i'm beautiful-your hands are gripping my shoulders for a moment, your mouth over mine and you promise me i am a goddess as you forcefully contain your moans-that was yesterday, today however, I AM SICK. and you're the sane one?~weepingprophet
p.s. we should talk |
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