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Contributed by
Scarletrayne
on
Thursday, 29th September 2005 @ 05:29:29 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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***** I get so mad sometimes,
I try to push it all away,
but you constantly instigate,
then run away. What can I say
to you, that you'll actually believe?
You think things, that are never
true, your paranoid I swear.
You won't talk to me,
won't tell me whats wrong,
you hide things, you lie,
and you accuse me of it aswell.
Saying I don't tell you anything,
well *****, news flash, were
not an item anymore!
You chose that.
It wasn't just no communication,
you expect to much,
more than you think,
and I want to live up to that,
its just hard, and you can't
accept that,
my job, is not to create a play
by play of my life for you.
I can't tell you everything,
and I can't handle this, you hide
yourself, gaurding your
thoughts, and everything else,
I want to be here for you,
I'm trying as hard as I can but
your dragging me down with you,
and no matter how hard I try to
bring us back up,
I can't.
It's like you purposely hold us down.
You confuse me,
you say there's still feelings,
then you do this.
You don't trust me,
I lie, I hide things,
how can you have feelings for
someone like this?
You don't even believe in me,
I can't keep promises,
I gaurd myself,
I'm not perfect, I'm sorry.
Thing is, I really tried to be for you.
There must be something
wrong with me,
I try to make everyone else happy,
and hurt myself in the process,
I must have been hard to deal with,
very straining, complex, stressful
- a waste of your time.
Well here's my vow I promise to keep
No longer will I wait for you, to take my hand,
I won't expect anything of you, not your ear, nor
your soothing comfort, I won't bother you with
my problems, you know... the one's I never
shared. I won't burden you with my emotions,
my feelings, the ones I no longer have.
I won't fight for us, pushing so we can work,
because I guess, you never wanted that.
I won't lay awake, in my bed, thinking of how
much you mean to me. What you've done and said,
I won't cry for you, because you never hurt me,
at least not that I'll admit.
And lastly, I won't think of you, as I look at all
the beautiful things in the world, because thats
what you remind me of, everything that's wonderful.
I guess I didn't mean the same, never thought
I did to you. Can't think of why I tried. I loved you.
Copyright ©
Scarletrayne
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2005-09-29 17:29:29]
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