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I Realized Too Late
Contributed by
PrincessJen
on
Friday, 16th September 2005 @ 11:44:58 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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I remember his eyes
So full of hate
I finally realize
But now it's too late
My mind is tired
My body weak
My souls disintegrating
My eyes-they just weep
I love him so much
I can't seem to let go
I'm not sure I even want to
My mind says yes, my heart no
I make wrong choices
Some of the time
But what can I do
My heart controls my mind
I can't forget
The love we once had
I just wish I knew
Why he was always so mad
I went out of my way
To show my love and loyalty
All I got in return
Was anger and cruelty
But I forgave and forgave
And loved him endlessly
Even after he took everything I had-
Even after he hit me
When I remember his eyes
They're so full of hate
I wish I had realized
But now it's too late
Sometimes I wonder
If I took things too far
But then I remember
All the incidents in the car
All the fear I felt
All the tears I cried
Day after day
A piece of me died
Time went on
I was in denial
I was no longer trying to escape
It was a game of survival
Things got worse
I was in fear all the time
It wasn't my heart anymore-
It was him who controlled my mind
I couldn't take anymore
So I got help the first chance I got
His grandfather called 911
And then they fought
I'll never forget
His grandmothers scream
The police....the ambulance
They haunt my dreams
Now he is gone
But I still feel the pain
I've lost myself
I feel I have nothing to gain
I try to be happy
But I'm sad everyday
I feel this nightmare won't end..........
I feel I'm slowly fading away
I can still see his eyes
So full of hate
If only I had realized
Before it was too late
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PrincessJen
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2005-09-16 23:44:58]
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Re: I Realized Too Late
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by death_not_be_feared on
Saturday, 17th September 2005 @ 01:03:49 AM AEST
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| i can totally relate just hang in there it will be ok great write very deep |
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Re: I Realized Too Late
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by guiltycircles on
Saturday, 17th September 2005 @ 04:25:43 AM AEST
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| beautiful, heart breaking write |
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