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Medicated Happiness
Contributed by
Pats4eva7
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Sunday, 21st August 2005 @ 05:46:09 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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For years and years it seems,
I've depended on the tears to feel.
I guess in the back of my head,
I always knew it wasn't real.
The pain overcrowded my heart,
Every minute I spent awake.
I couldn't bear the sufferering,
I couldn't endure that daily ache.
I'd stay up all night,
Praying I could cry myself to sleep.
Always wishing, always hoping,
The pain wouldn't dig so deep.
At secret times I'd pop those pills,
As my happiness lived inside those capsules of pink.
This depending "happiness",
I need to survive is making me sink.
The doctors give me labels,
Saying I'm different than the rest.
I knew it was abnormal,
This burning hole in my chest.
Everyday I waste away,
Drowning awong my tears.
Always living, always hiding,
In the shadows of my fears.
Everymorning I take my prescription,
That provides me with a happiness that's fake.
It's supposed to install a smile on my face,
And make me want to wake.
I depend upon these pills,
So I don't always have to be that sad.
Maybe, could is possibly be,
This medicated happiness isn't so bad?
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Pats4eva7
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Re: Medicated Happiness
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by brew on
Sunday, 21st August 2005 @ 06:29:34 PM AEST
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its not good, that you have to have that to be happy.......But, find the inner to your self....take a walk....look at the world and things differently, maybe that can help as well.! Well penned, yet a tragey, of pain and hurt.! Sorry.
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Re: Medicated Happiness
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by justme03 on
Sunday, 21st August 2005 @ 07:43:56 PM AEST
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O wow
i was just put on zoloft bout 6 weeks ago and i kno how this feels so much. its tough
*hugs* i wish u luck thru this.
u ever need to talk feel free to PM me , e-mail me
whatever...
im here 4 ya
luv Kortnie |
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Re: Medicated Happiness
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by guiltycircles on
Monday, 22nd August 2005 @ 03:54:10 AM AEST
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| i love this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know the feeling, pills to help you go through the motions while i knife is still in ur heart |
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Re: Medicated Happiness
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by Shnyzz on
Thursday, 18th May 2006 @ 09:51:02 PM AEST
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| not too shabby...not to bad at all |
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Re: Medicated Happiness
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by Shnyzz on
Thursday, 18th May 2006 @ 09:51:14 PM AEST
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| never stop writing |
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