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Love Again
Contributed by
fastpitchqt
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Sunday, 7th August 2005 @ 02:59:16 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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How come I loved you?
How come I cared?
How come I trusted you?
Why did I believe you?
Why was I so blind?
Why did you have to hurt me?
I told you all my worries and my fears
You promised you wouldn’t hurt me like everyone else
You told me you were different and I believed you
So why was I so naïve to have fell for it?
How did I get sucked into your trap?
How many lies have you told me?
How many promises have been broken?
I can no longer look at the stars without shedding a tear
Because under those same stars you kissed me, and stared into my eyes
Under those same stars you told me you loved me
I don’t know why I still care
I don’t know why I still cry
But I do
I wish I knew the truth about everything
I wish I knew how you truly felt
I wish that things weren’t home they are now
I said some horrible things
Those things were said out of anger and frustration
I didn’t mean it when I said I hated you
I was just so angry from all the pain you caused me
You broke my heart when I heard you never wanted me
It made me remember back to my last broken heart
When I heard that, so many memories flashed back to me
All the painful ones…
You said you would never hurt me
You said you didn’t want to lose me
You said all this the night at the park
But did you mean it?
Or were those just more lies?
I never did anything but be there for you
To care for you and love you
I had my doubts, but I pushed them aside cause I thought it could work
But I guess I was the only one!
Now I’m stuck here
Going thru a roller coaster of happiness and emotions
Up and down, never knowing what’s around the next turn
I’m just really tired of the pain
I’m tired of the tears
Laying in bed at nite alone, crying myself to sleep
Remembering the memories, used to bring me smiles, now they only bring pain and sadness
Every time I pass Coyote Hills
Every time I see a bag of skittles
Every time I drive down Niles Canyon
Or pass by your street
All these constant reminders of you and the things we shared
I don’t know about you,
But I meant it when I said I loved you
I regret saying I hated you
Yes, I’m angry with you
But I couldn’t hate you
I don’t expect to hear back from you and that’s okay
I just wanted to say thank you
Thank you for making me realize I CAN love again
Thank you for making me see life is about risks
Just sometimes we get hurt along the way, which in the end will only make us stronger
But in the end….I will love again!!
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fastpitchqt
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2005-08-07 02:59:16] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Love Again
(User Rating: 1 ) by gwenevere on
Sunday, 7th August 2005 @ 06:00:48 AM AEST (User
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Oh! yes you wiil, trust me.Unfortunately we have to feel the pain to realise when we have the true gift of love.I wish you luck and love , a lovely but sad poem, Ros |
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Re: Love Again
(User Rating: 1 ) by girish on
Sunday, 7th August 2005 @ 08:34:36 AM AEST (User
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my dear,
read my love poems particularly "A desire for reunion". send these pieces to your loved one. he will definitely seek you and return. that`s true. try it an d you will win.
girish. |
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