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Not Perfect
Contributed by
harlot20
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Tuesday, 12th July 2005 @ 08:11:03 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I'll hold his hand.
And i'll kiss him, out of desperation.
But it all slips away.
It's like oil in the air.
Because he is real.
So i cling to those i think are real and even those i already know are not.
My heart is not real,
My soul is burn into ashes and i breathe them out for years on end,
And that is real,
Then all hope goes and i realise that all around me are people and i'm just one of them and i'm not real.
Because i think for myself and not follow what is decreed by the ones before us,
Who was before me.
I hear voices in the next room and i know it's just another room in my head,
Shall i turn away from them or join them,
So i'm not mad anymore.
I breathe so therefore i live,
So why do i float in a haze for hours on end.
Between the two worlds i'm between i have one that i love and the other that i run to out of fear.
I fear so much for the death of the world i run to.
That i trust.
We know this is it.
Give into what you feel and not what you know.
Your not perfect and you never were.
For everything is known to break,
Did you forgive me or those who brought you down or bring you rings on fingers that tie you down that makes you scared,
Of losing them all,
Of the shards that fall on the floor you don't want them all to fall too soon,
For it will break everything you once knew.
Though,
I could fall asleep and live in the world where you know me.
Where i know you're alive.
Where everyhthing fits and has a place.
Where control takes control of lives around.
Just life is not bought that way.
He,
Who is always there.
And in the snow i shall find him,
In the snow i shall kill him,
In the snow i shall love him.
A million times.
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harlot20
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2005-07-12 20:11:03]
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Re: Not Perfect
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by StrwBrryStrBrst0225 on
Tuesday, 12th July 2005 @ 08:57:06 PM AEST
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| this made me sad, i'm sorry but i liked it alot.. |
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Re: Not Perfect
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by waos on
Tuesday, 12th July 2005 @ 09:07:58 PM AEST
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This was good, once again I liked your work. It was sad, but not so much
so really, more like fascinating to me to read into the words and imagine.
I hope you're doing all right and I'm always here to talk, PM me if you have
a care too :).
~Kara |
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