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All I Could Think About
Contributed by
xFaLLeNxFaRiex
on
Wednesday, 6th July 2005 @ 01:46:04 AM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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Want to know something?
I cared for many months.
I worried for many weeks.
I cried for many days.
And I couldn't sleep for many hours.
All I could think about was you.
Your feelings about yourself worried me.
God, it affected me in so many ways.
It changed the way I thought too!
All I could think about was you.
Nothing more to think about.
My feelings for you had raised to much
You never even knew how I felt.
How much I had cried.
How much I had worried.
How tired I was.
I never wanted to lose any trust I had.
Any trust that could bring me now to where I am.
And all I could cry about or worry about was you.
I honestly can't take anymore pain.
My cries only bring me to the cold place that I am in now.
And now, that may never change.
I just wanted you to know, how much I cared, how much I worried, how many times a night I would wake up all alone.
I didn't care about you because I liked you, I cared about you because you were a friend, quite the good one from what I saw.
Then, it just kind of ended.
Like that.
So, I gave up.
I don't care whether you're interested in me or not, I don't matter, I can't do anything right.
It's NOT NEW to me.
I just wanted to know every second whether you were alright or not.
You never knew that all I could think about was you.
So, here I am confessing it.
And you can have the picture back...
Just as soon as I find it.
I'll burn it for you and give you the ashes.
You can keep your paper face in a glass jar that's in shape of a tear.
Then I can drown you in my own ashes and tears.
Maybe then, you'll know how I felt for all those months..
All those months worrying and crying.
All those months thinking of you.
The End
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xFaLLeNxFaRiex
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2005-07-06 01:46:04] (Date/Time posted on
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